AWESOME WEEKEND

I made it through the weekend with out for the most part having any kind of brain.... Right now I am fighting the thoughts that the one is going to find someone else while he goes to FLA if it happens. I know he wont but I will miss him war more than he can know. I almost told him I love you when he left tonight but didnt because I didnt want to feel rejected if I didnt get the same responce so I just held on longer than I normally do for our good buy hugs. I really want things to work with he and I and he does too but I have to change a few things on my end so that I can get it working right. I do love him and I also know we both are coming off a very broken heart situation. Well sleeping pill is hitting must go get food then sleeps.